The Tuesday After
Looks like I didn't have to go through the "is he gonna call me" phase. He called again tonight like he said he would. Oh my gosh, I am totally loving this guy. How many wonderful things are there about him? I can't even count them. There's not a single solitary thing about him that I can say turns me off about him. There's nothing off-putting about him (and there have ALWAYS been something. Something that keeps me from going the distance with them. They were never right). But this feels right.
We talked about where we could go and how the heck we could make it happen b/c I'm in the far east, he's in the far west. The cutest thing about that convo was when I asked him if he wants to meet half-way, he said "that really doesn't matter as long as we get to spend time together, that's what matters the most".
And yesterday when I asked him to tell me something personal, after a few seconds, he told me something that was personal to him. I know it's a vague question but I want to see how they take it. When I asked J the same question, he didn't have anything to say on the pretext that he didn't know what my definition of personal was. He's such a bore. You snooze, you lose big boy.
Yesterday marks the day I've heard these following questions from J for about the 700th time no joke:
"were you sleeping?" (no)
"sing me a song" (no)
"did you listen to any more songs?" (no)
"how was your day?" (good)
"what did you teach today?" (same as usual)
"what time are you going to work tomorrow?" (same as usual)
"when's your next day off?" (don't know)
He asks me these questions every time we talk. Makes you want to scream!!! What the hell do I do? I still want to be friends with him. This is a topic for another day. I want to talk about Fil more.
He said the sweetest thing today. He said, "every time I talk to you, I like you more and more." How sweet is that?
The last half hour of our convo was comprised of "you hang up first...What's it going to take for you to hang up?...if you really cared about me, you'd get off the line..." Well, I was the one who had to hang up first b/c he just wouldn't do it. I felt like an niner again.
I forgot to mention, yesterday's sweetest thing he said was something along the lines of "what we have will last forever and ever". That really touched me b/c it was an indication, even for a moment, that this wasn't something temporary.
GW
We talked about where we could go and how the heck we could make it happen b/c I'm in the far east, he's in the far west. The cutest thing about that convo was when I asked him if he wants to meet half-way, he said "that really doesn't matter as long as we get to spend time together, that's what matters the most".
And yesterday when I asked him to tell me something personal, after a few seconds, he told me something that was personal to him. I know it's a vague question but I want to see how they take it. When I asked J the same question, he didn't have anything to say on the pretext that he didn't know what my definition of personal was. He's such a bore. You snooze, you lose big boy.
Yesterday marks the day I've heard these following questions from J for about the 700th time no joke:
"were you sleeping?" (no)
"sing me a song" (no)
"did you listen to any more songs?" (no)
"how was your day?" (good)
"what did you teach today?" (same as usual)
"what time are you going to work tomorrow?" (same as usual)
"when's your next day off?" (don't know)
He asks me these questions every time we talk. Makes you want to scream!!! What the hell do I do? I still want to be friends with him. This is a topic for another day. I want to talk about Fil more.
He said the sweetest thing today. He said, "every time I talk to you, I like you more and more." How sweet is that?
The last half hour of our convo was comprised of "you hang up first...What's it going to take for you to hang up?...if you really cared about me, you'd get off the line..." Well, I was the one who had to hang up first b/c he just wouldn't do it. I felt like an niner again.
I forgot to mention, yesterday's sweetest thing he said was something along the lines of "what we have will last forever and ever". That really touched me b/c it was an indication, even for a moment, that this wasn't something temporary.
GW
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