Moonlight Serenade
Let me just jump right into it...
Fil asked me out on a date! For this Saturday!! The 28th!! I'm so psyched, I can hardly sleep. It's 3 am right now (not that I normally don't stay up this late anyway).
It all went like this. He called me half past 9pm today and I was unfortunately away from my phone. He left a msg for me to call him back. I called him back a quarter after 10pm and he picked up. We talked just about everything without holding back or carefully choosing our words. We just talked. He's the most down-to-earth person I've met in a long long time. He's got huge personality and such humanness about him. Like a breath of fresh air, that's what he is. He made me laugh and laugh and he sweet-talked me a little but not in a charlatan kind of way--always genuine.
He got onto the topic of relationships at one point (that was my doing) and he mentioned something peculiar. He said he never had a long-standing relationship b.c. he tends to self-destruct. I love his choice of words. He said he would do something or find something to not make it work. I hope he doesn't self-destruct with me. Along with that, he said they just weren't his type.
The best part about Fil and I is that we click. We have chemistry. The deep meaningful kind of chemistry where it goes far beyond the surface. It's farther than infatuation and the temporary flavour of the week. He really makes my heart race. I'm not just kinda sorta interested in him. I've fallen hard for him.
Sunday night, I talked to Habs about him and like a cued tape, she said to be cautious and basically not get my hopes too high. Friends can be so sensible.
Gosh, could this really be? Could I have found him? Are the gods truly that kind?
GW
Fil asked me out on a date! For this Saturday!! The 28th!! I'm so psyched, I can hardly sleep. It's 3 am right now (not that I normally don't stay up this late anyway).
It all went like this. He called me half past 9pm today and I was unfortunately away from my phone. He left a msg for me to call him back. I called him back a quarter after 10pm and he picked up. We talked just about everything without holding back or carefully choosing our words. We just talked. He's the most down-to-earth person I've met in a long long time. He's got huge personality and such humanness about him. Like a breath of fresh air, that's what he is. He made me laugh and laugh and he sweet-talked me a little but not in a charlatan kind of way--always genuine.
He got onto the topic of relationships at one point (that was my doing) and he mentioned something peculiar. He said he never had a long-standing relationship b.c. he tends to self-destruct. I love his choice of words. He said he would do something or find something to not make it work. I hope he doesn't self-destruct with me. Along with that, he said they just weren't his type.
The best part about Fil and I is that we click. We have chemistry. The deep meaningful kind of chemistry where it goes far beyond the surface. It's farther than infatuation and the temporary flavour of the week. He really makes my heart race. I'm not just kinda sorta interested in him. I've fallen hard for him.
Sunday night, I talked to Habs about him and like a cued tape, she said to be cautious and basically not get my hopes too high. Friends can be so sensible.
Gosh, could this really be? Could I have found him? Are the gods truly that kind?
GW
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