Something Right

Still no progress made on that book but I'm planning it out in my head if that counts.

Days are looking brighter. It's an effort sometimes. FG came back from DC yesterday and he mailed me yesterday evening. How sweet that he would reply to me so fast. I've never said this about any guy that I went out with but ... no, I won't say it. But there definitely is something unmistakable about FG, something totally right.

I caught something at the beach last week, was horribly sick all week and I'm just getting back to my reg self. That cold took me for a ride. It's been hell. My temper was literally at 0. Someone would kindly ask me how I was feeling and my retort would be, "How do you think I'm feeling? Do I look like I'm feeling okay? Because I'm not."

Or, "Grace, can you do my a favour? I need jabber jabber and jabber jabber."

With a hostile glare "Go stick it up your--"

I haven't spoken to J in the longest time. I've been ignoring his calls. How rude am I but in all honesty, I had temporarily lost my voice and I let him know it via email but he continues to call me anyway. How can I talk to you if I don't have a voice, you idiot? Yesterday he texted me some crap about how he doesn't know how he has gone this far without talking to me without going crazy. Oh, put a cork in it. This is all words to me. He hasn't shown me in any way shape or form that he's crazy about me. He hasn't done anything. How is it that he's going crazy now? Crazy about what? My voice? Because that's the closest thing that he's gotten to. We're still light years away from each other in the intimacy department. What a bunch of crap.

I am so sleep deprived but I can't do anything about it. I have so much work to do. It's piling up again. Thank goodness for Friday, I'm only working a couple of hours.

My bday is coming up and J wants to do something special. I wish he would just forget about it. What could he possible want to do? I'm working that day anyway.

I want to go shopping soon with Habs. I need summer shirts right now. I think we'll go Tuesday or Thursday.

Well, I'm going to catch something good on TV and then go to sleep. Yesterday I saw a cute movie "Getting Played" with Vivica A. Fox. (she sure is) and that other gorgeous girl from "Clueless". I just love love love the last portion of the movie when the two get together. It's so adorable.

GW

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