Diary of a Wom'n

My pen-pal from a couple of years ago is visiting Toronto in March and he says he'd like to meet me. I'm happy that I will get to see him because I never thought I ever would. I never expected circumstances to turn out like this considering he was living in Czech at the time. But I'm glad it did because now I'm curious as to how far this will go.


GW

Last weekend I had a fit of panic where I thought I caused some trauma to my top molar and was worried that I may have damaged the nerve to the point of no repair. I was so panicked that I spent all day Sunday scouring the internet for either confirmation or reassurance of my worries - of which I found none. A week and a dentist visit later, I found that no damage has been done. I just have to let my tooth recover from the movement caused by the tight retainer. It was my fault for squeezing that thing in there and it caused my tooth to become loose after a few days. But now it seems to have gotten slightly better.


GW

So I was talking about Salima last week.  Well, she is still pining over him like he's her only chance in life.  She's hoping that he'll suddenly realize that he does love her and take her back.  I urged her to reduce the amount of times she texts or communicates with him.  This week she was able to refrain from texting him for 3 days.  Normally she would contact him every two days or so.  The worrying thing is that she is the one always initiating conversations, never him.  I don't like that.  Anyway, I think it's best for her if she forces herself to quit talking to him and move on.  She'll definitely continue to think about and care about him but being involved in a non-relationship with someone who doesn't want to commit to you isn't healthy.

GW

Appearances can be so deceiving.  On the outside, a person can look so together, aloof, strong.  On the inside, the total opposite.

I had dinner with Salima after work and we got to talking about her relationship troubles.  She's in love with a man who doesn't feel she's the one for him.  In her description, he's almost a perfect human being - thoughtful, sensitive, strong.  But he doesn't see her in her future sadly.  So when he broke up with her before the holidays, it was hard on her.

I'll talk about this more tomorrow.  Going to sleep.

GW