Pissed
I was tempted to title this post, seconds but I won't be corny today.
Have you ever thought of someone that you once knew and couldn't bear and wondered what it was about that person that you couldn't bear and then you see them somewhere and you remember just exactly what it was that you hated? Isn't it funny how our conscious sometimes erases the ugliness in our life? It didn't happen with this bi*tch that I bumped into yesterday. She was with her husband. I can't stand her and what makes me more angry is I can't even pinpoint exactly what it is about her that I hate. It's a series of things: her on-off friendship with me, her empty smile, her insincerity. I particularly disdain the way everything has come so easily for her and the way she acts as if it hadn't. I hate her wedding, her husband, her new job, her new house, her new life, her perfect family--I want to puke. I can't bring myself to be happy for her for the life of me. I shouldn't have went to her bloody wedding.
I need to be less resentful, seriously. I might turn into a bitter old woman. But better bitter than a bi*tch, I suppose.
GW
Have you ever thought of someone that you once knew and couldn't bear and wondered what it was about that person that you couldn't bear and then you see them somewhere and you remember just exactly what it was that you hated? Isn't it funny how our conscious sometimes erases the ugliness in our life? It didn't happen with this bi*tch that I bumped into yesterday. She was with her husband. I can't stand her and what makes me more angry is I can't even pinpoint exactly what it is about her that I hate. It's a series of things: her on-off friendship with me, her empty smile, her insincerity. I particularly disdain the way everything has come so easily for her and the way she acts as if it hadn't. I hate her wedding, her husband, her new job, her new house, her new life, her perfect family--I want to puke. I can't bring myself to be happy for her for the life of me. I shouldn't have went to her bloody wedding.
I need to be less resentful, seriously. I might turn into a bitter old woman. But better bitter than a bi*tch, I suppose.
GW
Shiiiiit, sometimes I feel the same way about some people :P.
Welcome to being human. Often we feel things we know we shouldn't, but we can never precisely explain why. Such is life, but it is also a warning to avoid that person, lest you get even more annoyed by her :P